In the end, only three things matter: how much you loved, how gently you lived,...– Buddhist Saying (via babyheroin)
When I panic, I recite a really effective mantra. Shitshitshitcrapcrapcrapcrapfuckfuckfuck.
OKAY IT MADE ME SMILE SO I'M POSTING IT.
Take it or Joseph Gordon Leave it.
OR Pharmacy is just hateful. I wish they’d just stock those med supplies inside the OR to stop the incredulous inflow of nurses/doctors requesting for every single thing they need inside the OR. Oh. I do not know what do to with my life. I do not want to be a dispensing pharmacist, that’s for sure. Ah aims. I am just aiming for graduation. Bahala na si batman san ako makarating...
Lost for words
What do I want? You. Why? I don’t know. We aren’t right for each other and we both know it but somehow, silly it may seem, we’re still here, trying to avoid that big elephant in the room. I want you. I have no reason to do so.. but I do.
One thing I am certain of, I do not want to be betrayed, but that’s quite hard...– Jeanette Winterson, Oranges Are Not the Only Fruit (via helplesslyamazed)
I miss you
if that helps.
EXERCISE YOUR RIGHT TO VOTE
Nice to see you anyway.
Faults. Rub it with salt. Running out of thoughts....
Haven't you seen that red light? Because it's been...
I’m actually waiting for the day that I’ll say I love you to someone and mean it again. I’m scared of being vulnerable again but I know, no matter how much it pained me before, love will always be the best feeling in the world.
I wish you had said a proper goodbye so there could be some finality to the end...– Dear Old Love: (via cyanide-poisoning)
What are we doing?
It’s a resounding question in my head and until now, I can’t face the inevitable question that I’m trying to avoid for months. Indeed, what are we doing? Well, instead, what the hell did I do? I answered that question point blankly with all honesty when it was raised, but now, I think, I might have been fooling myself for my reasons because as far as I know right now, it...
I’ve been waiting all night for you to tell that you need me, tell me that...
DONE WITH FINALS WEEK!
Saturday was the end of the winning streak of final exam and guess what? I’m starting internship tomorrow. Right now, I just want to be lost in the world, go out, drink, go to the beach, etceteraa but nooo. Hay.
Girl vs. Whale: Notes to Self: →
Notes to Self: It takes a lot of strength to admit when your life is pretty shitty. Sometimes, you just need to sit down in the middle of everything and have a good temper tantrum, a good fucking cry, about all the things you can’t fix in the lives of all the people you love. Sometimes, you need to scream about how bad things are in your life into a huge void. You need to stand on the edge...
laurawelsh: Hollow Drum Grey’s Anatomy brought me this!
My cousin’s prenup vid! Goooo waaatch! All kinds of amaaaazing! :)
To avoid criticism, do nothing, say nothing, be nothing.– ELBERT HUBBARD
Sometimes I just want to not care about anything and skip the heaps of my things to do, just because it’s easier. I’m in the middle of a shitty week and I just really want to rest and be irresponsible, but where is the satisfaction in that? Life is tiring, yes, life is disappointing, and life isn’t always fun. I know I can’t give this week my best in every subject, but I am...
I’m overly, goddamn fucking stressed-out and sleep deprived. I’ve been putting so much effort in this Pharmacology exam and guess what?! I’ll still fail that exam! You can never ace a damn exam with her. EVER. Even if you digest the fucking goddamn handout even it’s 500 slides long. Even if you read that goddamn Katzung, Lippincott and Goodman and Gilman. Even if you...
Lost in the deep
FACT: I know that am in a much better place right now. But the thing is, I have this strangest feeling that something is missing. I am not sad right now, I’m tired yes, but I miss feeling for someone. I miss the feeling of being in-love. I miss cuddling.. this could go on but just, I miss having someone. I am perfectly fine but I know that I could be a lot happier. It’s sad that I...
EVERY CHANCE WE GET WE RUN
Every damn chance I get to run, I do.
I want to have kids with someone who loves me enough to stand outside my window...– Rebekah Mikaelson, The Vampire Diaries
If you haven’t found it yet, keep looking. Don’t settle. As with all matters of...– -Steve Jobs (via plaintshirt)